cracker vs. banquet

(my awesome small group!!)

The last weekend was the 9th annual Crossfire retreat in Chame and with it came all the craziness that normally accompanies 200 kids and 30 leaders heading away for the weekend. For me the best times of the weekend were the small group times where I had the chance to really connect with the 8 girls that make up my awesome group!! We had some good times of talking together and praying for each other but also laughing together and simply hanging out. It was both amazing and encouraging to see how God really unified our group over that weekend!

(the banquet table)

Saturday Mark (our youth pastor) talked our life before death and how this life is supposed to be one of abundance. Every student was passed two things, one was a simple cracker and the other a invitation to a banquet. Mark explained that the cracker they held in their hand symbolized the satisfaction that the world could give. The things that we had control over, but how just like a cracker they were only temporal satisfaction. A cracker can't satisfy your hunger and shortly after the initial taste only leaves you wanting more. Mark then turned the attention of the students to the side of the retreat room where a banquet table loaded down with various deserts was waiting. As the students were invited to walk past the table and look at what it had to offer Mark talked about the parable of the kingdom of God being like a banquet. How we are all invited but only a few choose to go and be at the table. It was a powerful metaphor to see played out in front of me. I think that so many times we settle for the cracker and the temporary satisfaction because thats the part that we have control over. We don't want to submit ourselves to preparing for the banquet would rather hold onto our cracker than risk coming to the banquet table and living an abundant life, because with that life comes surrender. And thats the scary part. All of the youth were invited to come forward and crumble their cracker into a garbage can to symbolize their commitment to Christ, whether it was a new decision to follow Him or a re-dedication to stop walking around the banquet table and away from God and to come back to his banquet.

(committments on a wall... there were so many amazing things!)

Sunday morning everyone, youth and leaders alike had the chance to write their committments on a wall... specific things that they were committing to do. My small group all wrote committments on the wall and I know that a lot of them were afraid to fail. But more than a fear of failure they all really wanted to see God change them and change those around them. "The kingdom of God is like..." was repeated a lot this weekend but my favorite fill in to this blank came from the girls in my small group.... "The kingdom of God is like a party!" And we're all invited to the feast, an abundant life in Christ. It's John 10:10 all over again.

(small group shot #2)

And so the question that has been posed to me numerous times this week (and one that I love!!) is this.... are you living the kingdom?